Girugamesh concert 2014

Yay! - today i wanna tell you about the Girugamesh concert in Berlin (07.06.14).

It was somehow kinda stressful because we nearly missed our train in Hamburg at 10.30am but everything went out fine.
Unfortunately the train was SO full - we had to sit on the floor for 2-3 hours -_-'
I always thought it only takes like 2 hours to drive to Berlin but nope.
So we had to change train in...Schwerin I think.
This time we tried to make a lot of photos because...we somehow don't make enough photos of our trips :<
So Yasemin took her little camera with her and we made some random photos xD
              


(I think this Blogentry will have more photos than text xDD)

Anyway we arrived in Berlin! I've been there once when we traveled to the LBM but...damn the central station is SO big dear Jesus!
We felt like real tourists xD

That was - when we still thought Berlin is a really nice city :')
So we met up with Nia bc she actually comes from Berlin but lives in Hamburg now and stayed at her parents place.
So since we didn't buy a "VIP Ticket" we had enooouugh time - we wanted to stay in the back so we drove to the J-Store in Berlin for taking some Purikuras :>
          

After we decided to go to the hall because there was nothing to do haha.
It was SO full and hot oh my god...
we were already done when we arrived the venue - SO many people - it was sold out!!
so we sat down anywhere and just chilled - listening to music, talking, somking - stuff like this!

A chinese guy came up and we wondered if it is a staff or something?!
Anyway he asked us to take photos of us - he was so nice and friendly he even knew some german haha cutie.
Here are some photos he made - nice neee??
 


And when the entry started and everyone was in hysteric we still sat there, with a stranger who was interested in what we are doing - he gave us some tips about the hall and things - even if he looked really strange and we thought he was drunk as fuck he was really friendly :D
I gave him a cigarette and told him to sit down.

so when we entered the hall we first went to the smoking area (which was half outside but with easychairs and things) and smoked hahaha
suddenly Shuu and Ryo came up to smoke there ahahah
Domi kicked me like "omg ryo is so small" and I was like " LOOK AT SHUU'S FUCKING AFRO THIS IS AWESOME!" haha
well yeah...we went to the concert hall back and it started like...2 minutes later haha

We of course headbanged and started a baby moshpit back there and...suddenly after 2 songs amy came FROM THE 3 ROW BACk to us and yelled "you come to the fucking moshpit in the middle...NOWW!" -
in 0.216 seconds I was like "OKAY OMG!!" - so we all fighted through the audience to the middle of the hall and...THEN EVERYTHING ESCALATED QUICKLY.
I am not used to boys going to J-rock concerts - so here they fucking rammed us with all of their power - I was so in ecstasy I didn't notice but when I think about it now, it really hurt and my whole body is blue hahaha
We went back for like 5 minutes to get new power and then in started again.
But suddenly I didn't feel good at all and I've got the feeling of nausea ;;
I took a look at nia with the hand in front of my mouth - then I left, ran to toilet and vomited ;A;
I was so done, staggered to the bar in the smoking area and the woman gave me water.
I sat down on a chair, a friend came next to me and talked things I don't even remember anymore and I was like "don't get me wrong, I know this might look strange now...but I feel really sick and have to lay up my legs..." - so I laid down on the dirty floor and put my feet up the chair.
A security came and asked if everything was okay and I sad yes - 2 Minutes later I asked my friend to bring back the security - so 2-3 minutes later a paramedic came - he measured my blood pressure and it seemed really low, I don't remember - He did this several times but it didn't get better so a doctor came.
Also my friends came! - they knelt down next to me, stroke back my wet hair because I was sweating as fuck, put cold pads in my neck and hold my hand - they took care so cute for me instead of going back to the hall like I told them several times! I swear I have the best friends on this planet!
Amy went down to me "what are you doooing??" and I just smiled "fuck it, when the encore starts I am in the moshpit again!"
Lol nope.
The doctor gave me some medicine for my blood pressure but it didn't get better so at the end, after laying there for...like an hour idk, I had to lay down on the couch and they gave me an infusion.
When they put the fucking needle (which already was for kids because my veins are so small) in my arm I looked to my friends because this did fucking hurt (the doctor was so careless omg) and they smiled at me spasmodically hahaha
I was so done but doctore yelled at me over and over again to don't shut my eyes (I did it the whole time lol).
Then I noticed that Girugamesh was playing "Kowarete iku sekai" - I looked to domi panically she just smiled soothingly and moved her lips to the lyrics. My friends where smiling and me, i closed my eyes and also moved my lips to the lyrics. We all sang deep in our heart together. (does that sounds gay...?!)

The concert was over and everyone went in to take their stuff from wardrobe - unfortunately i laid there so EVERY FUCKING ONE LOOKED AT ME LIKE I WAS AN ALIEN HAHAHA
I laid there for like an hour because the infusion worked so slow with that baby needle :<
they already tossed out all the people - only Yasemin was allowed to still stay with me.

Suddenly Ryo, Shuu and Nii came in to smoke.
Shuu directly came to us and asked if everything is okay - I smiled at him and told him in japanese, that everything is fine now!
He smiled and went back. The doctor said, that I am the lucky one - meeting them like this without paying more, I laughed.

They were half naked and played with ther towels like little kids - it was fun watching them.

Finally I was able to sit again and they took off all the shit.
I should wait 10 more minutes they said and they went away. I did and was happy to finally go back to my friends - we passed the band and Shuu smiled, waving his hand like a little gayboy and said "bye bye!!" I thanked them for the great concert anyway and they smiled.

WOW - everything was so stressful but finally I was with my friends again after ;A;


3 Problems.
I was hungry - I needed to pee REALLY badly bc of that infusion shit - I WANTED TO FUCKING SMOKE BUT MY FRIENDS DIDN'T LET ME.

So we went to a kebab house, ate something and I went to toilet.
Unfortunately I still felt sick and wasn't really able to ate :<
But to smoke ! xD

And now comes the part where I have to say - I FUCKING HATE BERLIN.
There was NOTHING open at the central station - we couldn't eat or drink or just sit down at a warm place.
First we sat outside, then inside on benches and tried to sleep ( I even did, when i woke up my friends wasn't still there and i panicked xD)
so...at sunday 4.25 am we went back to hamburg - it was exhausting but we arrived at 9.30am!

No matter what happened, for ME the concert was awesome. Also the Setlist and also the band was!
I have to thank everyone for this great thing!!



Heidi. Concert 2014 ٩(•̤̀ᵕ•̤́๑)

Guuuuuuuuys!

So I didn't post something about the Miyavi concert or..at least about my trip to London in general bc..when I took a week time I nearly forgot everything I actually did there so writing about now is really hard...
SOOOOOOOOOO I decided to write something about yesterday (17.04.14) night!

I went to the Heidi. ( ↑ if you don't know them, here they are! ↑) concert yesterday in Cologne (you might know that I live in Hamburg so driving to Cologne at first was a horrortrip of 7 hours of bus driving (;¬_¬))
Since I don't know my way around there in cologne it was a torture to find the stage on my own somehow (I met up with my friend Karu then)
I was quite nevous because...I REALLY adore Heidi. for so many years now - even if I actually listen to much harder music I always kept listening to Heidi. since I found them in...2008 I think...?
So for 5 years I annoyed my friends with "maybe Heidi. will come to Germany one day!! ;A;" Shit and now...FINALLY - it was kinda like a dream for me.
But when I sat there in front of the location and saw the band taking out their equipment I...realized that this was real.
I bought a VIP ticket so I had the pleasure of a meet and greet before...
I made a Fangift //shy hiding behind something ;;

 

Some German candy and a fanletter where I wrote (thanks to Nia for helping me!) that I love their music now for like 6 years and I and my other Fans are so happy that they came to Europe now - stuff like this (It's embarrassing to translate it word by word now  ಥ⌣ಥ) )
So when Kuzu and I entered the hall and went downstairs for Meet & Greet I inwardly died lol
A woman told us, that it is a Meet and Greet and we DO have time to talk with the band because everyone just took a photo and left but...guess what...
When it was my turn, I shy laughend and went to them.
Kiri (Drums) smiled at me, took a look at my shirt (actually my boobs, I swear.) and read out 'Tokyo' which was written there...WHY KIRI WHY?
He's like my favorite and I just smiled "Yeah..."
So the whole band was like "eehhhh tokyooo??" and I had to turn around so they can all take a look look at my super cool shirt aka boobs lol
So...I learnd the sentence : " 桐さんのとなりに立ちたいです!" (I want to stand next to Kiri-san) for like...10 hours before but of course u all know me - i wasn't able to say that so I stood next to Kohsuke and...Yoshihiko. Look at my happy face omg I am done haha
So when they took the photo I went upstairs to the stage - first row, Kousukes side! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
Next to us were girls standing who was drinking the whole time and I was...kinda pissed - but I will tell in detail later..
The first act was "Unsayn" - a german 'girlband' - I was skeptical about that because I saw them in 2013 at the ChisaiiCon and I was like "lol nope.."
When they played their first song everyone was just...doing things on their own - some people even turned around that they were with their back to the band - excuse me but this is so rude??!?!...before the second song started Kuzu looked at me "let's escalate!!" - I felt so sorry for the band because they aren't that bad and just bc they aren't asian or things it doesn't mean you don't have to notice them bc they are there for promotion excuse meee??
So I took of my cute pigtails and ribbons and...HERE WE ARE - HEAADBAAANG!!
It was so much fun and I remember that a girl right behind me slammed so hard against my coccyx with her head that I wasn't sure for 5 seconds who got more hurt xD
After I turned around to her and she was OK, so I was.
They only played 3 songs so...after...HEIDI.!

I was really worried about..if everything will work...if fans will have fun and go crazy and things like that...
And I was kinda...not in the mood after headbanging for 3 songs to just do Furi and jump bc actually I hate it xD

So when Heidi. came up on stage I was SO positively suprised!
Fans did everything - everyone had their own space NO ONE was pushing and shit, NO ONE even tried to touch them or something, when the band bend forward the crowd, everyone took back the hand to don't touch them in an impolite way - it was awesome!
I never never never never never saw a THAT disciplined audience like that!

And I NEVER saw a SO friendly band in such a good mood - you was able to see that they were having a lot of fun and not only doing it for money or shit.

Yoshihiko also learned a little german - it was SO cute when he first took a look on his little paper and then "habut...iha...supasss??" (are you having fun?) and things like this.

When they took their little breaks to drink we all went to little annoying japanese fangirls for fun HAHAHA.

I was like "KIIIRI - KIRIKIRIKIRIKIRI SAAAN DAISUKIII!!!" in highed pitched voice and somehow he really noticed me, stood up, took a look at me, smiled and waved his hand - that was actually not planned XD

Kohsuke once took a look at me and smiled, I was singing, took a randomly look up to him and he screamed at me and I was laughing and screamed back (and I kinda was like "wtf is actually wrong with you?!??!?!?!)

So Kuzu screamed "KIMOCHI II!!" (which is actually "it feels so good..." in japanese porn) - yoshihiko who was drinking at the moment laughed, swallowed hardly and turned to kuzu grinning

I was so annoyed by my own but it was too much fun to stop that and the band also had a lot of fun when we did shit like this somehow haha.

Kuzu also screamed "Senpaaaiii! Senpaaai noooticee meee!" in a really silently moment so the whole audience started to laugh and one of the drunk girls did a highfive with Kuzu xD

So there came the point when they played 'Shinda Sekai' (It's like...'the world dies')...I sat down on stage and just watched them doing their show - Karu took my hand because I am such an emotionally wrack when it comes to that song.
Yoshihiko had SO much emotions - I don't remember when I saw a musician singing with so many feelings lately.

When the "an-co-re!" (encore) part started...we all got crazy - we growled and shoutet and beat with our hands or beer bottles like hooligans on the stage but the band was positively suprised when they came out again. XD

Kiri took a paper and read "purisu...bai...aur...merch!!" *proud smile* (please buy our merch)
Such a cute piece of shit...

At the end - DON'T FUCKING ASK ME HOW THAT HAPPENED I DON'T KNOW I SWEAR!! - we started a moshpit HAHAHA
I was happy that their songs wasn't actually just furis and jumping - we had a lot of headbang times ahaha
But the baby moshpit was the escalation from hell haha

The whole right side was like "ewww go away don't do that u brats" - and the whole left side was like "yeeaaaah moooshpiiittt!!" - so the leftside first 3-4 rows joined us - it seemed like no one was mad with us for doing that - they all stand around us and smiled and had fun by only watching us.
So Kuzu, Me and the drunken girls seemed to had the most fun at all haha
It didn't matter where we stand then if we actually were in the first row and after moshpit in the third - it wasn't matter at all haha
I got hurt so often without even noticing. I even lost one of my hair extension XD
At the end we all hugged each other, we took care the whole time if everyone was okay and...god it was SO much fun I really didn't expect that!

When the band left the stage there was a japanese nerdy staff and me and one of the girls bend forward "すみませぇぇーん!!水!!" (EXCUUUSEE MEEE!! WATEER!!) because there was a full bottle of water and we were thirsty as shit and he was like "lol nope" and did his stuff...bastard ;A;

After we went back downstairs for signing session so...I already bought photoset and a shirt and...
we still looked okay, didn't we?
When it was my turn at the signing session at first there was Nao
I smiled brightly "Hi!!" - he smiled at me, signed the photo and took my little hand with his both hands ‘どもありがとう!‘ (thank you very much) he whispered from the bottom of his heart (I swear) and I smiled while bow down a little.
So I took a step to Yoshihiko - he looked at me, bowed down a little and then took his own shirt with two fingers "Thank you!" he smiled and I laughed "You are welcome..." (he wanted to thank me, that I bought their shirt ^^)
Next one was Kohsuke - he was all chillin around, he had his beer - he was happy HAHAHAHA
He also took both of my hands and thanked me - I also thanked him!
So...last one was Kiri - I took all my shit together!
Me: " 桐さんは本当にかわいいです!" *smiles* (you are really cute!)
Kiri: " えぇぇ???" *takes a little look up while signing the photo* 本当に? (ehh? Really??)
Me: " はーはい!" (Yeees!!)
Kiri " あなたの日本語は非常に良いです!" *looks at me smiling very bright* (You're japanese is really good!) 
Me: "えぇぇぇー???" *didn't understand anything acoustically and bend forward* (eeehh?) 
Kiri: "Your...japanese is...good!" *tries to say it in english very nervously*
Me: "あぁぁ!わかった!ありがとうございます!" *nearly died, laughs hysterically and bows down* (Ahh! I understand! Thank you!)
Kiri: "ありがとう" *smiles and gave back the photo, then shakes hand* (Thank you) 

I think that's it...by the way - this was the first concert I was able to have conversations in japanese a little and I was kinda proud of me because the hard learning was worth it xD
after I slept at Karu's place and took a 10 hours way back home today...I am...not even have having a post-concert-depression...I am still happy about that great experience, the band, the audience - everything and everyone who made that concert unforgetable for me! ♥







Photoshoot and fun!

Hey guys!

Yesterday my babes Nini-pon and Yasemin had a little Streetstyle-shooting again with Max as our wonderful photographer!

So we actually wanted to meet at 10:30am at Nini's flat but unfortunately I have a foot injury so I'm really slowly on my crutches haha
So we were there at...idk 12pm? xD

Nini made a little breakfast for us so at first we ate unhurriedly and then talked about the fucking stress in the morning with the Gazette merch sale, because Ninipon had the same stress too - then we looked up in the garish room an cried lol

after this Nini and Yasemin started to do their make up - I was already finish with everything so I smoked or helped them with contactlenses and stuff

I actually planned a totally different outfit but when I saw Nini's Gazette "Crucify sixx" Shirt, I changed all of my clothers wtf xD

I love this fucking T-shirt and I love the fucking new Hoodie (even through "Fadeless" and "devouring one another" have a spelling mistake and "Last Heaven" and "inside beast" are not even on that hoodie xDD)



So I think we all finished 1-2 hours later we planned hahaha
We were really happy when we finished everythin and were ready to go!

So we met up with Max and started with taking some photos.
The beginning is always the hardest because you feel shy and don't know what to do - stuff like this.

We felt kinda uncomfortable and didn't know where too shoot until one of us got the idea to go to a car park/garage idk.

This was probably our best idea haha.

We went there and the atmosphere was kinda perfect I think!
A schoolfriend of mine joined us with food (love for this) so when Max took one shot photos of everyone we sat there on the floor, talked and ate cake!
What a wonderful life!
I only have a few pictures now, because Max is still editing them (he's god in it!)
So I hope you like the few pictures I already have!


 










WHAT?!

OKAY - I have to tell someone now about the biggest stress in my whole life after I survived the Gazette Worldtour ticket sale.

I'm in the official Fanclub (Heresy) of Gazette so yesterday I got a mail that they will upload the merch from CODA there at 18.01.2014 / 15:00 (JPTS)

So this is 7am in Germany...

And now I fucking get up at 6.30am......I WAS TIRED AS FUCK - and then they were late.
Like they uploaded the first stuff at 7.15am.

So when there finally the Tweety shirt I wanted arrived I fucking put it in my card and paid.
This took about...idk...1-2 minutes.
After I go back the shirt was sold out....AFTER 2 MINUTES!!!
Do you see what's wrong with this shit?!
I mean I got it but holy cow - after 10 Minutes nearly everything except the ugly and really expensive shit was sold out.
This is crazy - I'm shocked.

Gazette Fandom?! You're fucked up.
But it's okay, because I am too lol

Girugamesh ticket sale starts in 6 days and I paid my last 50€ for Gazette Merch now hahahaha.

But can we talk about how perfect the shirt is...?!


With that "eeny meeny miny moe" from inside beast - I'm dying okay? OKAY?!
So I bought the shopping bag too but it's not that important to show lol

So okay - that all.
Pathetic fangirl post, over!

Ruki I hope u feel guilty for takin my last money.



ねぇ!ねぇ! (*^ワ^*)

Long time no see!

At first, sorry for my englisch now - I'm really tired but I feel like I have to tell you something.

In the last few weeks I thought a lot about that cosplay thing after all.
You know I didn't make a cosplay in 2013 and I feel like I've lost the pleasure or something.
I really like to cosplay, don't get me wrong.
I like those costumes, making myself ready, photos - that kind.

But on the other hand, I don't really enjoy going to convention or something - and I hate watching anime and don't find the motivation to watch some, guess the only thing I'm still reading is Naruto.
And then, it is really expensive.

I'm more in that "J-fashion/Music" thing after all (again) - probably all I care about are my bands, their merch, clothes and how to go to fucking Japan.
I don't want to spend my money on a costume if I can go to a concert for it, like that.
U see what I mean?!

Cosplaying is REALLY expensiv and I rather spend my money on my bands or new nice clothes than for a cosplay I'm wearing once and that's it..

I know I promised to go to the LBM this year but then Miyavi Tour was announced and I bought my ticket for London without knowing it is the same date as the LBM is.

I'm really sorry for breaking my promise and actually I'm kinda happy because I don't really like to visit conventions after all...
I'll try to go to more convention (also oversea) too for you this year - but I don't know what bands will come next because...yeah same, I'm repeating...

I think, if there is a cosplay, I really want to make, I'll totally do but I don't want you to always expect me to make new cosplays because I think that's not who I am anymore.
I started this thing like 4-5 years ago and I'm tired of it somehow.


Maybe I'll change the way I'm making videos too somehow - like...more Vlog things, Make up and Hair - u need some videos for more self esteem or learning japanese ?! :)


I'm looking forward to have a new Sasuke Basic Shoot this year!
Let's see what the time will bring.
I've probably forgot half of what I wanted said and I'm sorry if it sounds rude or something - please ask me, if you want to know something so there won't be any misunderstanding! 


I love you guys and I'm really thankful for you're supporting me (anyway?!)
Let's have a great 2014 together somehow.
I will really try to be more active!


またね皆さん!
And kisses from Senpai. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ





Gazette world tour 2013 (Germany) - Part 3 - travelling and the concert in Munich!

PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS TEXT IS PART THREE! 
Feel free to read part one (the day's in front of the hall) and part two (the concert in Dortmund) too.

So after the concert we all took our baggage and went to Duisburg to Mimi for taking a shower and sleep a little.
We cooked noodles and it was more than awesome to eat a hot meal after this 5 days hahaha

I took a picture from me after the concert - bjutifuru!

Unfortunately I couldn't sleep so I just sat on the floor and done nothing haha...

At 6AM Mimi's alarm ringed and we all stood up and straighted our hair, packed our bags and so on.

Mask and sunglasses and everything looked fine hahaha.

At 7AM we were in Duisburg at the central station again and waited for our train about...2 hours :c

It was cold and boring and...yeah...cold haha



Our first stop was in...Frankfurt am Main I think - a really huge central station and Domi and I felt like some kind of japanese tourists - we took photos from everything (and then we felt like a Hipster uploading it on Instagram haha)



We bought some food and took the next train.

I think our travel took about...10 hours?!

When we arrived in Munich I felt like I was abroad - I mean...I'm from Hamburg - I was at the totally other part of Germany - I never was that far away from home without my parents..


So the bavarian accent was quite funny at first - unfortunately there was the Oktoberfest at the time - so actually 90% of the people there were drunk...so people talked to us randomly every second minute.

We ate something at Burger King and then went to the hall - at first we didn't find it but then we arrived at 22pm v.v

It was like a big party area so the security from the Tonhalle had sealed up a little area where the fans can sleep without drunk people will harass them.

It was really closely because of so many people and we just wanted to sleep so we went in this sealed area and a girl gave us a number ...numbersystem? at a Gazette concert?
Dear Jesus this used to be impossible but I didn't care - I just wanted to sleep.

It was really noisy there because from every club there was an other music - but I really slept like a baby hahaha I was so done.

They told us we have to get um at 8AM so we can start to stand in line...and you know when we had to get up the next day...6AM...!!!

I was so pissed because they woke me up and everyone was in stress and we had to took our stuff and oh my god - so when they finally managed everything (a little) I just laid back to the floor and slept.

Around 8-9AM I woke up and...what the hell I've never seen so many people haha...I mean...it was still 7-8 hours before entry haha

So I bought some food, ate something went to Burger King for straighting my hair, stuff like this to kill the time - I hate to wait for something.

Most of the time I just sat on a increased wall, smoked and watched the fucking stress from above haha

So when the security said that they won't do the number system, everyone was in panic and get up - so they stood for hours wating for something will happen haha 

It was so much entertaiment - only we really chilled - we don't even stood in line haha..

So after the VIP entry was - we stood close to the line to Mo - because Mo ist...yeah she's really huge haha.

Three boys stood with ous (friends from Mo) and it was SO funny, when the camera staff went out, all the little girls were excited "oh my good - wuuh gazette hehehe smiling yeah" and we...well...stood there, smoking and one of the boy ran into the camera, done a somersault and went back ...wtf?! HAHAHA
When everyone screamed: "gazetto! gazetto!" he screamed "NUDELSUPPE" (noodle Soup) and the staff just looked up to him and laughed very loud haha

So then - finally - the regular entry - without standing in line somehow we where in really fast?!
So we bought our Merch and...yeah went to the end of the hall where the soundtechnique were behind us so no one could stand there and we would have our space - we don't wanted to die like in Dortmund so we sat down in a reaaaaally huge circle so nobody was able to stand there.

We dressed up and waited for the concert. 


I have to say, that we saw nothing haha - when the intro started and the band entered the stage Mo lifted me quickly so I can see them haha.

But it doesn't matter cause we didn't want to see anything - we just wanted to have fun at this concert

So let me tell you about the setlist and so on~


01. Derangement
We all stood up and held our hands so a little group about 4-5 people does it the same way - and actually while we were waitin for the concert, I thought this girls are really arrogant but when the music started I didn't care anymore - I hit their hands apart, took one hand of the girl and kicked amy so she took the other girls hand so we were a circle about 15 people?!
We just started to headbang all together - we and the strangers - to-ge-ther!
It was such a great feeling and so much fun - I can't describe it in words haha...

02. Gabriel on the Gallows
We jumped so high at "Gallows" hahaha I don't know - it was lika a 'party' - and we had so much space! hahaha

03. Venomous Spider's Web
I really get exciting at this song so we all clapped our hands and then headbang together! haha

04. Vortex
We stood in a circle again and had so much fun! When Uruha had his guitarsolo Domi lifted me with the words "he's so beautiful" that I could see him perfectly haha

05. Before I decay
I don't really remember - I'm sorry hahaha - we did probably all the same hahaha

06. The Suicide Circus
We jumped and all sang together with him like in trance or something haha - I took Domi in front of me so she can see Ruki very well!

07. Dripping Insanity
The transition was fairly perfect like always so I just took Domi's hand an let her enjoy 'her' song.
I took a look to Mizu and saw her saying: "I don't want it to end" - she started to cry and Mo hugged her tightly.
I started to think about, that this is REALLY our last concert and enjoyed if even much more.

08. Untitled
I just sat down to the floor - Domi wanted to raise me up again but I didn't want to so she sat next to me.
I pulled on my legs - laid down my head on it and closed my eyes - I enjoyed this so much and started to cry very quickly - Domi gently took an arm around me and I fell around her neck and cried so much - it was so much more beautiful than in Dortmund!
When the song finished we stood up again and everyone of us were crying a little - so we all hugged each other ♥

09. Agony
I WASN'T FUCKING READY FOR THIS HAHA - we all laughed and had a lot of fun to rap to each other haha - at the beginning my eyes were still full of tears but it was easy to smile and have fun at all - we've really done a party there in the hidden part of the hall hahaha
And we all sang the misheard german lyrics "We are soo gaaay - (...) - why can't you understand I kack hier in my shirt" hahahah

10. Clever Monkey
THIS - OMG - WE ALL WATCHED AT EACH OTHER SCREAMING SO LOUD
Months before or when we watched MELT we wished for this song so badly - so bad-ly.
Just for noticing Reita HAHAHA - this is like his song omg he feels it so much HAHAH
So yeah - we all just took our eyes on Reita an laughed and headbang and had fun and oh my god - know yourseeeeelf!

11. Headache Man
We waited for this the whole day - we had so much space at the "We are the cause of your headache ♫" part that we kinda started a little moshpit while jumping in all directions - so many people joined us- I really get hurted without noticing - so much adrenalin haha
It was amazing!


12. Required Malfunction
This was so much fun - the "wohhoo - aaahhaa~♫" part haha - we all watched at each other and started a little 'moshpit' again - party! haha
Amy and I was so done after headache man, that while everyone stood we knelt down to the floor and just headbanged haha

13. Filth in the beauty 
THIS - WAS - A - REALLY - MAGICALLY - MOMENT.
When the "the reverse side of beauty memememe" part started we all knelt down - we and a lot of strangers we didn't even know - we all sat on the floor in a circle holding hands and then...HEADBANGING!!
SO much - SO much Fun - we stood up again - jumped at "how long, how long, how long" - knelt down again - this was kinda exhausting but SO much fun - I can't describe this feeling in words.


- break -
we all sweat so much and reached for air or something haha
I went to one of Mo's friend "when they'll play Hyena in the encore...can you and your friend take Domi and me on your shoulders...please..."
He laughed and agreed.
I told Domi about that and we were really excited because we wanted to see a RukixUruha fanservice in live so much haha

ENC1. Shiver
We were a little sad because I remembered the Setlist from Toulouse where they played Hyena - whatever we stood there and sang alonge - I still don't like Shiver haha

ENC2. Hyena
ISODJFKTJIWETMETWI - the both guys lifted us up to their shoulders and ...omg we saw EVERYTHING - the crowd, the band - everything.
We held hands and nearly broke them when Uruha went to Ruki and Ruki put his arm around him really tight.
They were so close and Aoi done some funny stuff behind them that we laughed haha
We held our hands up to a heart and Aoi watched at us smiling really bright...it was so beautiful - his smile is so gripping.

ENC3. Linda ~candydive pinky heaven~
When the guy let me down again he said "your not that heavy like you told me" - I laughed charming "so then you can lift me up again at Linda?"
He agreed smiling and lifted me up again so his friend did the same with Domi.
We've done the WHOLE furi on their shoulders and the band noticed us so much - Ruki put his hand above his eyebrowns like he was searching for something and noddes with a smirk.
When the 'scream' part where everyone screamed "Aaay - aaay" while headbanging we nearly fell down haha
I grapped my hand deeply on his head and domi and I held hands again to have more stability.

When Ruki requested us all to wave our hands - we surely done it smiling really bright so Uruha and Aoi went to the middle of the stage and looked up to us smiling really happy.
My heart kinda melted away hahaha

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When the band left the stage the guys dropped us off again and we hugged them happily with a "thank you SO much!"
Maybe they felt kinda more manly now, having us for a so long time on their shoulders xD

We all took our stuff, cried and hugged each other.

When we entered the hall, I remember a girl behind me said "Yazochan!"
I didn't even noticed it at the moment so when I exited the hall I fell down on my knees, dropped my head among my arms and cried - I just crouched there on the floor - in the way of everyone, so they had to pass me somehow - and cried.
It was over - I just saw them - I'll probably never see them again - but I saw them!

I stood up again, went to Domi, we hugged and fell down to the floor again hugging and crying.
I calmed down earlier than she did so she laid her head down on my lap and I stroked through her hair.
She looked up to my crying and smiling at the same time - I laughed, took her head with both hands and kissed her on her forehead.

When we all calmed a littled we took our stuff back, said goodbye to all of our friends and the people we get to know there and went to the central station waiting for our train back...
This was the best concert in our live - we talked about it the whole way home...
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The concert was really great if I compare it to Dortmund - the audience done a great job - the hall and sound was perfectly okay - and the most important thing, the band had a MUCH better mood.
At the first Aoi was a little bit...calmed - but after 2-3 songs he really had fun on stage.
I hope the concert was for them as great as it was for us and I hope they'll come back soon.

早く戻って来てください。コンサートは最高でした。ありがとうございました!♥







Gazette world tour 2013 (Germany) - Part 2 - the concert in Dortmund

PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS TEXT IS PART TWO! 
Feel free to read part one (the day's in front of the hall) too.

We sat down on the floor and waited those 2,5 hours left to the concert.

I really get angry when people already started to push and scream when there were only staffs at the stage tuning the instruments.
Whenever I saw people with cameras I screamed that they have to put back their fucking mobil/camera because it was strictly prohibited - guys, is it so hard to follow rules?
If Gazette is your fucking favorite band then just respect their request to not taking photos or videos!

Mo, Tami and Mizu stand in front of Aoi so when the stage was emty I leaned over the barrier and screamed

"MOOO!" - "JA?" - "OOOB DU BEEHINDERT BIST!!!" ("Are you stupid?" - we screamed 'ob du behindert bist' the whole time we waited for the concert and if you say this really aggressive it sounds really funny xD) - "JA BIN ICH!!" (yes I am)

So we had a lot of fun haha - Mo and Mizu screamed 'Kaolu' one time when the staffs leaved haha

I guess Jay (B7Klan) made a speech before the concert started "Please be gently to each other - do not take photos" bla bla.

Then the Intro ( I guess it was [XI]) started and I get so fucking nervous, clapping my hands - so then finally Kai arrived and everyone screamed and I was like "is this fucking real?!" and then I saw Uruha and started to shake so badly - I just realized I really see Gazette - my favorite band for so many years - directly in front of me.
They were so beautiful - more beautiful than on photos - omg.

I remember the Setlist perfectly I think
01. VORTEX 
it was so much fun, headbanging, little bit hand-furi and to scream "I don't wanna become the fucking garbage like you!"
I got an elbow in my eyebrow...lol...it's still swollen
02. Leech
headbanging, headbanging, headbanging - and jumping haha - this was terrible in the first row because I can't move easily.
03. Before I decay
I guess at this song the first girls were lifted out the crowd from the security...
04. GABRIEL ON THE GALLOWS
I love this song so much - so much party haha!
05. VENOMOUS SPIDER’S WEB
THIS - when the 'pain - grudge - sorrow - fury - delete - headache - hang up - dizzy' part started the whole hall clapped their hands and jumped omg it was so much fun!
06. THE SUICIDE CIRCUS
I was angry that everyone screamed when the quit part at the beginning (like for example at MELT) started - but Ruki's moves were so...fascinating...I couldn't take my eyes off. This song was perfect - everything was perfect - particularly the transition to Dripping Insanity
07. DRIPPING INSANITY
I just took Domi's hand because this is the song she loves the most - it was really beautiful - I tried to look to Uruha more often but Ruki was so...gripping that I couldn't somehow.
I was sad, that the audience screamed at the end.
I know, dripping insanity doesn't sound like a sad song but the lyrics is really sad and beautiful.
08. UNTITLED
One of my favorite songs - I folded my hands and just tried to listen to it - to enjoy it.
This was impossible because about 4 people were lifted right next to me so all the time I had an ass in my face and helped a little to put them over the barrier.
At the end Uruha looked to me and I just closed my eyes and a tear ran down my cheek because of this song - everytime I felt sick I listened to this song and now this 5 boys stand in front of me and performed it..live...this was an 
indescribably feeling.
'of course' everyone screamed at the end again and we in the first row just clapped so loud and long that it was silent really fast and everyone did the same - just clapping.
09. DERANGEMENT
At first it was hard to handle my 'untitled'-feelings but then...party - it was so much fun to scream the "t-t-this derangement" part haha - I really love this song..the lyric everything - but in my head I already was one step further haha
10. Headache Man
THIS - WAS - SO - MUCH - FUN! - I felt excited for this song the whole time because the "We are the cause of your headache" part ist SO much fun omg guys I can't hahaha
11. SLUDGY CULT
I have to say, I don't really remember this but I know that after Headache Man a lot of people had to lift out from the crowd - maybe the reason why I don't really remember this song haha..
12. Cockroach
The headbang part..guys..omg P-E-R-F-E-C-T!
Unfortunately my friend amy collapsed (because a girl behind her hit her elbow into her rips that she can't breathe) so a security took her away 
omg SO many people tried to reach her place in the first row then haha...
I just took Domi's arm and move up to her.

13. Filth in the beauty

Do I have to say something to this song?I was sad that we have to do this without Amy but...OMG JMKWERIWEJTE - it was so exhausting but so much fun!


- break -
I drank so much omg hahaha I've never seen a security gave so much water the whole concert haha
I was really wet (I mean wet...not horny lol) and omg.
After Nia was gone too, Domi and I held hands and promised that we will survive the full encore - WE HAVE TO.
We didn't ate much before the concert because we couldn't and Amy said, we will be the first one who will collapse - HAH!

So we clapped our Hands - "an-co-re  -- an-co-re" - about...I don't know...10 Minutes?!

Finally they came back.

Enc1. Shiver
I don't really like this song because of Kuroshitusuji..it's so...swallowed...every little anime fangirl knows it haha..

Enc2. Ruder

I couldn't noticed this song because I tried to put out my hair ties that I can finally bang perfectly at 'Linda' haha - I just screamed the "RUDER" part - I hope the senpais won't be angry because I doesn't noticed them for 2 minutes (lol I'm so funny)

Enc3. Linda ~Candydive Pinky Heaven~

THIS - almost the first row done the whole furi and the band was really happy about that I think - that song Ruki and Uruha noticed us the most haha - Uruha just stand in front of us and...guys...his lips - this is unbelievable..
His toenails were covered with black nailpolish...if anyone is interested in this fact lol
And Reita swung his bass like always - his little chubbyface looked so cute haha
Kai smiled the whole time and Aoi is a little latin loverboy who flirted with the audience

After they throw in their stuff they leaved with "knockin on heavens door" - I was like "wtf...who chose this song?!" haha
Domi got a bottle cap from Ruki and she was so happy about it!

Domi and I started to cry and hugged each other - we just sank down to the floor - arm in arm - I just gripped my hand deeply in her wet hair and she put her arms tight around my waist and we cried because we were so fucking happy.

When we leaved we met all - Mo,Tami, Amy, Nia - we all hugged - this was so beautiful!

It was so full that we couldn't leave the hall until Mo passed us really fast screaming "GO AWAY I NEED TO PUKE!" - we laughed, I clinged on her and we went out perfectly haha.

At first we ran to REWE to buy some drink and smoke - everything was so perfect - I just hugged some other people I met there.

When Nia and I wanted to take the bags from a girls car, we passed Jonathan, a boy we know from Hamburg.
We stopped and Nia wispered "he catched a plec from Uruha"
I turned to him and he went backwards with a big smirk.
I just followed him "please wait...I won't hurt u or something I just want to take a look at it.."
So he stopped and gave me the plec - when I held it into me hands I started to cry
Nia said, that it's not fair, because I love him so much really gently and Jonathan smiled and said, that I can take it...
I never was that happy...I hugged him crying "thank you so much oh my god.."

Then we wanted to continue our walk to the car but after 2 meters I started to cry so badly and Nia stopped and put her hands around my waist very tight.
We just stand right directly on the street and the cars were waiting to pass but I couldn't calm down so I went back to Domi.
She just saw me crying and shaking : "oh my god - what happened?!"
I opened my hand that she can see the plec and fell down on my knees into her arm.
"omg - whose is it?" - "Uruha's"
She held me closely and Mo patted my head.
I was the happiest Girl alive I think.


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At all I think, Dortmund wasn't that good - for me in general it was really great to see them so close and dunno - but I seriously think the audience wasn't that good - the sound was shitty - the hall was really small - so many people had to lift out because they collapsed - everyone was pushing - actually it was terrible - my rips were blue and I couldn't breath normaly after.
And I felt like the band doesn't really had fun at all .