Photoshoot and fun!

Hey guys!

Yesterday my babes Nini-pon and Yasemin had a little Streetstyle-shooting again with Max as our wonderful photographer!

So we actually wanted to meet at 10:30am at Nini's flat but unfortunately I have a foot injury so I'm really slowly on my crutches haha
So we were there at...idk 12pm? xD

Nini made a little breakfast for us so at first we ate unhurriedly and then talked about the fucking stress in the morning with the Gazette merch sale, because Ninipon had the same stress too - then we looked up in the garish room an cried lol

after this Nini and Yasemin started to do their make up - I was already finish with everything so I smoked or helped them with contactlenses and stuff

I actually planned a totally different outfit but when I saw Nini's Gazette "Crucify sixx" Shirt, I changed all of my clothers wtf xD

I love this fucking T-shirt and I love the fucking new Hoodie (even through "Fadeless" and "devouring one another" have a spelling mistake and "Last Heaven" and "inside beast" are not even on that hoodie xDD)

So I think we all finished 1-2 hours later we planned hahaha
We were really happy when we finished everythin and were ready to go!

So we met up with Max and started with taking some photos.
The beginning is always the hardest because you feel shy and don't know what to do - stuff like this.

We felt kinda uncomfortable and didn't know where too shoot until one of us got the idea to go to a car park/garage idk.

This was probably our best idea haha.

We went there and the atmosphere was kinda perfect I think!
A schoolfriend of mine joined us with food (love for this) so when Max took one shot photos of everyone we sat there on the floor, talked and ate cake!
What a wonderful life!

I only have a few pictures now, because Max is still editing them (he's god in it!)
So I hope you like the few pictures I already have!

 

WHAT?!

OKAY - I have to tell someone now about the biggest stress in my whole life after I survived the Gazette Worldtour ticket sale.

I'm in the official Fanclub (Heresy) of Gazette so yesterday I got a mail that they will upload the merch from CODA there at 18.01.2014 / 15:00 (JPTS)

So this is 7am in Germany...

And now I fucking get up at 6.30am......I WAS TIRED AS FUCK - and then they were late.
Like they uploaded the first stuff at 7.15am.

So when there finally the Tweety shirt I wanted arrived I fucking put it in my card and paid.
This took about...idk...1-2 minutes.
After I go back the shirt was sold out....AFTER 2 MINUTES!!!
Do you see what's wrong with this shit?!
I mean I got it but holy cow - after 10 Minutes nearly everything except the ugly and really expensive shit was sold out.
This is crazy - I'm shocked.

Gazette Fandom?! You're fucked up.
But it's okay, because I am too lol

Girugamesh ticket sale starts in 6 days and I paid my last 50€ for Gazette Merch now hahahaha.

But can we talk about how perfect the shirt is...?!

With that "eeny meeny miny moe" from inside beast - I'm dying okay? OKAY?!
So I bought the shopping bag too but it's not that important to show lol

So okay - that all.
Pathetic fangirl post, over!

Ruki I hope u feel guilty for takin my last money.

ねぇ！ねぇ！ (*＾ワ＾*)

Long time no see!

At first, sorry for my englisch now - I'm really tired but I feel like I have to tell you something.

In the last few weeks I thought a lot about that cosplay thing after all.
You know I didn't make a cosplay in 2013 and I feel like I've lost the pleasure or something.
I really like to cosplay, don't get me wrong.
I like those costumes, making myself ready, photos - that kind.
But on the other hand, I don't really enjoy going to convention or something - and I hate watching anime and don't find the motivation to watch some, guess the only thing I'm still reading is Naruto.
And then, it is really expensive.

I'm more in that "J-fashion/Music" thing after all (again) - probably all I care about are my bands, their merch, clothes and how to go to fucking Japan.
I don't want to spend my money on a costume if I can go to a concert for it, like that.
U see what I mean?!

Cosplaying is REALLY expensiv and I rather spend my money on my bands or new nice clothes than for a cosplay I'm wearing once and that's it..

I know I promised to go to the LBM this year but then Miyavi Tour was announced and I bought my ticket for London without knowing it is the same date as the LBM is.
I'm really sorry for breaking my promise and actually I'm kinda happy because I don't really like to visit conventions after all...
I'll try to go to more convention (also oversea) too for you this year - but I don't know what bands will come next because...yeah same, I'm repeating...

I think, if there is a cosplay, I really want to make, I'll totally do but I don't want you to always expect me to make new cosplays because I think that's not who I am anymore.
I started this thing like 4-5 years ago and I'm tired of it somehow.

Maybe I'll change the way I'm making videos too somehow - like...more Vlog things, Make up and Hair - u need some videos for more self esteem or learning japanese ?! :)

I'm looking forward to have a new Sasuke Basic Shoot this year!
Let's see what the time will bring.
I've probably forgot half of what I wanted said and I'm sorry if it sounds rude or something - please ask me, if you want to know something so there won't be any misunderstanding! 

I love you guys and I'm really thankful for you're supporting me (anyway?!)
Let's have a great 2014 together somehow.
I will really try to be more active!

またね皆さん！

And kisses from Senpai. (づ￣ ³￣)づ